I’m tired of this now,
please make it stop,
my body is burning
my thoughts are churning.
It seems like there’s no way out,
enough I have fought,
my problems are killing me from inside
it’s scary to be living this life
I have no one to relate to
It’s just me alone, fighting through.
It’s been so long living off of medicines and injections too.
I don’t know what to believe an what not to
I wonder if there’s a god sitting above to help me through,
You meet me outside, looking all happy, my face bright
It’s a daily battle that I fight
but you’ll never know,
because I choose to portray so.
~ Rishita Sanya
(9th January, 2020)