Dark days of my life

I’m tired of this now,

please make it stop,

my body is burning

my thoughts are churning.

It seems like there’s no way out,

enough I have fought,

my problems are killing me from inside

it’s scary to be living this life

I have no one to relate to

It’s just me alone, fighting through.

It’s been so long living off of medicines and injections too.

I don’t know what to believe an what not to

I wonder if there’s a god sitting above to help me through,

You meet me outside, looking all happy, my face bright

It’s a daily battle that I fight

but you’ll never know,

because I choose to portray so.

~ Rishita Sanya

(9th January, 2020)

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